31st Oct morning

Took Brunch.

I consider dat my breakfast+ lunch.

Planned 2 go out wif siyun n daniel l8ter.

She wanted 2 go shopping.

I nid 2 bring daniel 2 eat long john.

Dad gave me money for my trip.

It is alot.

Auntie gave me some yesterday.

for she wanted me 2 help her buy some stuff.

Mum will gave me allownace 2.

Uncle will i guess.

So should i say it is a advantage for me to

have 2 families. = _="

I love the way things r now.

Simple n peaceful.

At least i am feeling the serenity inside me.

There is still many things i ve got 2 learn.

I know i have 2.

The world i am seeing is too small.

Too small.

I thirst for more.

I thirst for the big blue sky.

N i know i will n i can.

As simple as that.

Need not of flowery words. Need not of dramatic expressions.

Just feel it.

Feel it.

Sometimes.

You dun have say anything.

To show that how much you care n

love.

Keep it silent.

Keep it silent.

They will know it.

They will feel it.

Dun seek for anything.

Dun expect for anything.

So

you dun feel the fruitless pain.

You won feel the disappointment.

Lift your head up high.

Look at the clear blue sky.

Somewhere up there, where blue birds fly.

Dream it.

And one day you will see it.

N you shall make it your own stage.

It is as simple as that.

Last Day at Malan road.

Last day. Goodbye Malan road.

Moving school.

So goodbye old campus n hello new campus

today i was struggling... deciding whether i should go for CCA

Yeah i did.

Glad 2 say that i enjoy it. Had medicitative walk n some games

before seeing the seniors acting the show.

Well wif Laoshi's guidance i realised there is many things

that drama is veri interesting.

Planned 2 go out wif the gals 2day.

Have fun crapin wif them.

Always enjoy going out wif them.

They came my house afterwards.

Same thing i cooked noodles n bring alot of food

into the room haha

they said i am making them fat again.

Pim used the hair stick that J had given me.

I remembered it was his last gift for me.

It looked really nice on her.

I insisted giving it to her.

At one moment i actually feel something.

For it is from him. N it is the very last thing from him.

But i know tat i ought to let go.

If it doesn't suits me n perhaps it is fated in a way

that it dun belong 2 me.

I am glad i did it.

Meet Win after that.

Passed him the photo n the james 'score sheet.

James

Had he become a memory.

And that is it.

Perhaps so.

I bless n call for the angels 2 guide him.

Ate ice-cream 2gather.

He said he was not in a gud mood.

N 2day is the last day Don is gonna 2 stay wif him.

I can feel that he actually wanted 2 go home.

Don was waiting for him.

I told him 2 go home, for i feel that it is onli fair that

i dun take away their last night 2gather.

He said : see you.

I answered maybe i would  not see u again.

who knows.

Perhaps i won't even have a chance 2 live 2moro.

Death. It is nt that far.

It is nt fearful.

Life is so unpredicable n change is the onli constant thing.

Repeatedly i hear this song.

Ruk Tae Doo Lae Mai Dai.

Can't keep it our true love.

At 1st i dun understand the meaning of the song

Checked it on Youtube.

Really nice.

Potato's songs always touches my heart.

Pity that the singer i like wasn't here anymore.

Decided 2 go shopping wif Siyun n Bring Daniel out.

Have 2 spend more time Daniel.

I know he is lonely at times.

Sorry di di ...

jie jie will spend more time wif u k?

Think abt wat i want to do next yr.

I got to put down everythin that is

occupying my mind right now.

I know wat i want.

so i will be focus.

Arm is still aching after long hours of violin pratice.

I nid 2 work on the new song before leavin

I realised i change my attitude n perspective of viewing things.

That is gud,

I suppose it is.

Goodnigfht blog.

Je suis fatigue...

Things always dun follow it oringal plan

Sianzzzzzz.........zzzz YES it certainly is...

SCHOOL.  Fun. Yeah nt really...seeing people playin truth or dare, ect
dun really wana join in.... just wana see how they react n behave haha
well it is interesting but u will get bored afterwards...

Ms tay told us abt our class's chinese results. Overall 3rd in the whole level...good job
i am the top for the class n 2nd in the whole level. Really close the first.. by 0.6 mark?
Such a pity isn't it? If nt will be able 2 help da class get the best in subject award...
den our class we ve the most number of prize winners.. since we ve the top 4 LA n top 4 Math
as well as the 1st in da whole level...(rachel)

the feelin of getting second isn't really gud. Trust me... it is like being so close ...
n just a bit u can reach it.... den u failed haha
anyway tat also showed d importance of 1 mark... i will work harder
n do my best in ability ^^

Planned 2 meet win. Passing him the photo, sushi n score sheet....
He changed plan, said could not meet me.
I will quite busy for the rest of the week... could not reach him...
haiz ... so how abt the sushi ? dun noe .....
asked don if he is free? he answered veri busy.. i thought he could help
2 give da stuff 2 win.... beta nt 2 bother him ba...

Ermm maybe try 2 meet win 2moro.... n hopefully da sushi is still fresh...i doubt it
will be lor... haha Trying 2 call him again now... must really ask him abt the schedule..

Tiring Wednesday..

Today is a tiring day.....

School.
Everythin normal.... actually planned 2 go bugis 2 get
d gifts for granny n go 2 northpoint afterwards 2 buy some IT gadgets

Changed plan. Kaixin wana come 2 my house on 2day instead of  2moro.
1st went 2 bugis. In a rush we got the gift. Rush back 2 yishun n went 2 get the
ingredients at da supermarket... fun ... yeah it is..
For the 1st time we actually put in so much effort in givin somethin 2 our friend...
Rachael u beta appreciate the effort...

Makin Sushi isn't that easy ... anyway it is fun..... really put in alot of effort...
Made some for W n D 2 .
It tastes okay....

Today i am really 2 tired to write... after all the running n long hours of makin sushi...still ve many things 2 do.
Wana sleep ... Got 2 pack my things , wrap the gifts....
watever.... goodnight blog...
Seeing Win 2moro...

Tuesday ... POST exam blues...

Never thought dat CCA will this boring...zzz

Same time. Same routine. Same distance.
Wake up at 5.30 a.m. Take MRT to Queenstown. To school.
Haiz ... still enjoy traveling huh?

Lazy Lazy.. Dun feel like going 2 school yet something inside ur heart
is dragging u 2 get out of the bed.
School is boring 2day. Miss lessons n the busyness... wish it is still da exams period..

Had many activities... Once again there is till "dun 4get da lyrics"
How many times have i heard the song Nobody by wonder gals...
Everyone is crazy over dat song.. n it is dance...
For today i ve heard n see it for 5 times.. ..... ...
almost sick of it....

Although school is boring ... i still enjoy the time spend wif my friends..
.... oh hate it when i hear our Chairperson say d F word...
No matter how angry he is .. i dun think it is right to shout it purposely
to us. To me it is very very very rude... He will just pull down his image...
Even some said he is trying 2 act coooool... well if he wants people 2 really
like him den he should nt behave like this.. so impulsive.. maybe he wana
try n control...
haiz haiz... chairperson chairperson you should set a gud example....

CCA Is extremely boring 2day.... Seniors r training for the upcoming performance ...
so we ve 2 sit n slack 4 the whole CCA haiz haiz all i did was 2 read n listen 2 my ipod...
zzzz sianzz abit home sick 2day.. really wana go home 2 day... many thing is waitin 4 me
2 complete...

Reached home at 8.30.... sad rite? Have a nice talk wif SJ. Talking abt her relationship
n some other random things... I told her tis.. LOVE is like da 4 seasons...
Spring..Summer...Autumn.. Winter
And obviously she is in Summer... Dearest SJ ur secret adviser bless u k
Remember da sweet memories n dun bother abt da future...

Now i am preparin the worksheets. I realised that Mrs koh has given us
many useful infomation n notes. We should really use them wisely.
Thanks mrs koh n forgive us for blaming u abt d heavy work load...
i noe that you did it for our own gud...
Maybe i should call her n ask if she can give me somemore work.
Gettin the study materials from Siyun. I guesse i should ve enough work
le ba... should i bring along some books to read ... it will be very heavy...
forget abt it... i will visit da bookstore there anyway....

Called mrs koh just now. She is leavin on Sunday. Why sunday?
I hate dat she is leavin on my favourite day. I am so gonna ignore her words
... we r sooooooo going 2 stalk her ... and sent her off... will i cry?
Maybe yes. I will brin tissue 4 her 2.

2moro i must go Popular 2 buy the gadgets n stuff, oh the gifts 2. Time
is really short. Still nid 2 print out d photos .... haiz glad dat school is endin early.
Oh nid 2 buy daniel his Long John Silver 2... Busy Busy...

Arrange wif Kaixin N Rachel 2 come my house on Thursday. Gonna make sushi
for Rachael since she doesn't eat cake... dun noe wat gift 2 give her. She is a really unique
gal.

I am worring 4 mum. She seemed nt in gud mood these days. Haiz..
I shall say a prayer for her.

Dear Father in Heaven.

 I pray that my mum will be blessed in your name. May you sent ur angel
2 guide over her n show her d right way through these obstacles.
She might feel lost in times n find that hope doesn't exits anymore.
Let her noe that in your glory she shall find the rite gate n rite road.
Father, keep her out of worries n sorrows. I wana her 2 know you.
To know that only through Christ n salvation she will be saved.
Lord, teach me, teach me the right way to help her. To support her.
I love her dearly n i wana her 2 understand dat life isn't all abt
suffering n thunderstorms. There is still happiness n blue skys after the rain.
Father pls help protect her and guide her wif ur light of truth n faith.

In Jesus's mighty name, i prayed.

Amen

Oh it is Monday...Busy Busy monday

Monday Blues....

Hate 2 admit that i am silly n stupid to go 2 school....
when there is no school.
Took very long 2 travel here n there...
Nvm a lesson learn then..
Anyway get 2 see d sunrise at Jurong East ... Much nicer den the one i saw on Sat
the sun was like a big big red ball.. 

Do many things today... mainly some chores...
ermm time really flies... Dear blog i asked myself
wat have you been doing n wat ve you complete in this yr?
My answer is ... this yr is my relaxation yr.. yeah it is ...
this yr i worked at a really slow pace ...
Anyway i love this yr. I am happy. That is enough.

Next yr's gonna be interesting. Jing no more rest le.. wake up n start work ba ^^
However happiness is the priority.

Just watch My sister's keeper. Nice movie.
Like its theme n the story's developement.
It has a really wonderful ending, well a twist. Something i dun expect.
Did nt cry over this touchin movie but find it interesting.
There is a question. Will you sacrifice your daughter's life inorder 2 save  another?
This is a argument. Wat will the choice be? It hurts on both side isn't it?

Life is about adapting. Death n life is a cycle.
wateva it is enjoy life.><

Goodnight blog. Feelin sleepy now. Sweet dream

Sundaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay tired........

Today is Sunday.... tired...

Woke up early in the morning .. got to attend mrs koh's class which starts at 7.
Yah .. she kinda of moody n emo 2day... sob T_T very fierce.. probably because of da sec 3
class... she said she is very diasapointed in them ..if i were her i will be too. But i will just move on.

After class Ben, Annie, Siyun n Sabrina come 2 my house. Of cors my house really shakes when they come.
Wif them it is no longer quite n boring... thanks you guys for the "nobody dance". It is certainly entertaining
n unique..haha

I like Ben. The way he behave wif we gals. Although we all noe he is not that innocent n naive ...
anyway wif him you will feel very fun n entertained. I love your puppy eyes n when u shakes haha..
hopefully we r still gonna see each other... Friends do stay in contact k..   : D

After they left. I slept. For an hour i guesse. Too tired. Dun really feel like goin 2 school.
haiz .. got to go anyway.
Asked Siyun for the study materials.
Really wanted  to prepare well 4 next yr. Regret going for hols for such a long period.
I shall my the 1 month my self study month n study on my own pace.
Should be focusing on Math(d easiest n most predictable) , Geo(most understandin n memorising work)
LA (skills needed)
Maybe i should create a study planner.

Have packed all my stuff. Ready maybe? Feel no excitement... why is it so?
Everywhere should be the same 2 me as long as i ve my laptop n books wif me.
Hopin that Mum will allow me 2 go Eygpt....
Should ask again.

Oh wanted desperately 2 watch My sister's keeper.
Maybe i should go 2moro at 7.
That is why i reschedule my violin class.
Rachael is watchin wif her parents i guesse.
N i will be watchin at Yishun GV alone?
Should i ask win n don?
Called them but they didn't answer.
Busy n went out i guesse.

Just watch the trailer very touched. Maybe i should finish the book before i go for the movie.
I will sure enjoy it.

Mum seemed 2 be getting beta emotionally. N thank god that she is oksy now.
Father in Heaven pls guide her.

24october....

Today is great....


OKAY let's see today....

Woke up at 6.15 and went to photographing ....
Den went to jog for half an hour...
Reached home sweaty n tired .... wait for my breakfast (daddy's buying it)
So i watched "You're beautiful"... Veri entertaining n hilarious ^^

Became a babysitter... granny left didi wif me... i started 2 pack my clothes...
my cardboard is in a mess.... Like my aunt always says... i am not a gal...zzzz
My conclusion is i really have a lot of dress.... but i rarely wear them...
I cleared those that r worn out n disliked. Wow amazing huh my drawers seemed to be empty after that...

While i was busying packing didi is like disturbing me... and i told him jiejie
will not buy him long john silver ... den my little darling start to pour tears...
haiz ...

Okay at around 2 i went to take a shower n prepare 2 go out.
Dun noe wat 2 wear ... den auntie pointed at d white dress that mum bought me
Ya today feel like wearing something white n comfortable... wanted 2 go to St Andrew's Cathedral
at City Hall.
Feel like going somewhere really far far away.
Asked Siyun 2 join me and she did.
So i went to the church 1st. I sense the peace n tranquility in me.
I knee down n prayed. Like the 1st time i had been there. I teared.
I begged for the forgiveness n may God washes my sins.
Like the phrase says. Everymoment Thank God.

Meet siyun we went to have some food.
N wrote some thing inside LBB
haha i saw her baby photo inside... very "gong" n cute...
I enjoyed her presence. Her humorous words always make me laugh
n had utmost fun. I bring her to the church 2 n she enjoyed. I pray to Him
that she will be saved. I offered her 2 join me in the youth service in LightHouse
i hope through it she will get know to God.

Dad told me that i can do anything as long as i don't do the wrong thing.
I was like obviously i won't.... Den mum phoned me n said the same things....
So again they told me how much they expect from me. Said i must set an example to the younger ones.
Grandpa hoped i can take over him. Be a doctor like him.
Uncle hoped that i can be a business man like him.
Mum hoped that i can married to a veri gud family.....
Haiz ... They all told me how much they expect from me.
But the decision is still on my hands, still Lord's will.
Let Him the wise 2 decide.

I just wan 2 do my best n make myself proud.

I worn the heart-lock necklace 2day. So i joked: Siyun should i throw alway the keys so no1
can open the lock...
Den she answered. "Look, the key is on your hand let yourself 2 decide wat you want."
This sentence of hers enlightened me.
Yeah my choice isn't it. I am glad i ve the control.

Saw D just now and pass him the hair styling gel
hopefully it is useful mum said is pretty good.
Seeing him with his slipper .....i think it hurts right??
Win said hurting ankle is disastrous... i ve nt have any experience on dat n i dun wan.
Ermmm still listening to the song "no boundaries"
Love it.
I can higher i can go deeper and do wat it takes to get the one thing.
On hearing tat i told myself firmly tat i am gonna 2 focus on wat i wan.

Dinner is ready but i dun feel like eating... wana play violin keep on playin.
Love the piece Mariage d'amour...
I enjoyed the piano cover more....
Wongzhen wanted to transfer to VJ n linette wanted to go Nj
Mum suggested me to go Nj 2. I was still considering....
Maybe i shouldn't... i like RV but perhaps i will want to stay in hostel in Year 3
That should be nice.

Didn't manage to catch a movie for got to meet D n it was too late though.
I desperately wanting to find a cell group ^^ it will really enjoyable...

Feel like buying sunflower seeds. I wana grow them.....
Can i?

Happy Moments Hardly last foreva.

I will miss you. I seriously will.

Dear mrs koh 2moro's gonna be our second last lesson with you.

N i will not be able to see you for 10 years.
Do you know that we really love you.
You r like our mother, our friend.
Dearest Mrs koh do u still remember that last year when i cried infront of you.
At that desperate moment i was lost, frightened, and broke down.
You were there for me. Hugging me, comforting me.
I thought no one would understands the hidden sorrow inside me.
But you did.
You taught to let go n walk towards brightness.
Do you still remember the gal who is always in black, sitting down in a corner doing
her work quitely. You told last year that although i am just 14 but my eyes r so old.
Filled with sorrow n saddness.
I was shocked at that point. You torn down my mask. The protection gear i once used to
hid my true self. Infront of people i used to be really hyper n enthu.

Looking back i realised that this year i changed. I was much happier. Am i ?
I laugher with truth happiness and the credit belongs to you.
Thanks for all the pricelss advice n encouragement.
You had not onli taught me lessons inside of classrooms but also lessons in my life.

I love the moments we go for movies.
I love the moments we go ice-skating.
I love the moments we had together.
Everything. Everything.

Mrs koh i will not let you down and i shall see you in 2019 with all the others.
I bless you and may the next journey of you life be filled with happiness n joy.


Lovingly Love,

Your student

wenjing

Tomorrow's plan

.. It is a SATURDAY n saturday is all supposingly to be wonderful hahaha
OKAY let's see 2moro's plan..  : D

1. wake up at 6 to go for morning walk n view Sunrise
   before going for a jog at 7... maybe i will go to d reservoir to do some photographing

2.Okay pratice violin for at least 2 hours exam coming soon ~

3.Do Practice paper for math n science

4. Go AMK to buy da things ... at around 1 maybe ???

5. Catch a movie in the afternoon...XD

6. If possible go for a night swim haha at 7

7.Pack the clothes at night around 11 ??when daniel is out at uncle's house.

                                             ~THE END ~

Some song that i enjoyed ^^

I enjoyed this two songs for it teaches me to hold on and pursue my own dreams
and encourages me to spread out my wings n face the obstacles on my way with courage n bravery.
Every journey will have a mountain waiting for you to conquer. My dear friend i hope through the lyrics of the songs you will able to gain something from it.


Seconds hours so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
Coz hear I am — still holding on!


Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe


You'll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can


You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries

Above and beneath you
B-reak every rule coz there's nothing between you
And your dreams


Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe


Yeah...

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain

With every breathe it's harder to believe

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries.
There are now boundaries.
There are now boundaries.


Break away Kelly Clarkson



Grew up in a small town

And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray, I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance
Make a change and breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance
Make a change and breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane
Far away and breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance
Make a change and breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance
Make a change and breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'm spreading my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
You gotta, take a risk, take a chance
Make a change and breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance
Make a change and breakaway
Breakaway, breakaway

Feel like typing chinese today...

Feel like typing chinese today...

给自己的话。

婧，你是不是太过执着了？
有时候也许学会放手是件好事。
学会去麻痹自己，学会去隐藏伤口。

有时候，伤了，痛了，忘了就好。
有时候，喜的，欢的，记得就好。
对于一切的一切，请以微笑去面对。
快了才是对自己的责任。

我爱的，可以不属于我
可是，爱我的我就必定要牢牢抓住。

有些事情，我不必对每一个人说
有些秘密，就让它永远埋在心底

明天的故事，都是我的
我要用五彩斑斓的颜料
为我的面一个篇章涂上最美的色彩
为每一个完结，画上最完美的句号。

选择，是我的
最后的决定，以让在我的掌控之中

我喜，我悲，我哭，我笑
这是我的故事，我的旅程。

加油！！！

In schoolm right now .... haha post exam activities...

I am in school right now ... sort of enjoying my post exam activitiessssss...
Hey hey we are going to LT 4 l8ter for the competition... Dun 4get da lyrics haha
i will enjoy that ^^

Erm wondering how is W doing wif his science exam... Heard him complaining abt nt doing sufficient
preparation... i hope he will do well... pray for him...

I hope D 's leg will recover soon n hopefully he won't be rather cold anymore...zzz..
haiz haiz... Take care hor D...You should have been more carefull...

Got to go... i think i am late ... ^^

Must stay happy n content !!!

i LOVE day Camp

I enjoyed the Day Camp although i am dead tired....

Dear blog ! I am dead tireddddddddddd nowwwww...... sweaty, stinky, messy n hungry !!!!
It is 10: 15 now n i am still take dinner after toturing my tummy for 6 hours withou food !!!
hahahah

Just went mum's shop n get somet stuff, dun noe how i manage to come home....zzz
Carry my heavy school bag together wif the bag pack .... went there Straight after the Camp which is around 7:30....haiz haiz she dun seemed 2 be very happy .... for she is late for her appointment...
Today she is dressed nicely ... den i realised my mum is really beautiful....

I wan 2 share abt the camp ... well it rocks !!!

I love my instructor he is damn funny n he taught us a lot of things....
Yeah he taught us alot things about leadership n team spirit...
And my objective of the day is to re-discover myself...

We Cheered and have fun. I love the day ^^
i learnt that as a class we must really be united and work in harmony.
I love 1F!! Anw i realised that in our class there is actually many people
who has hidden potential ...
I love the way we cheer the way we laugh the way we hug n slap each other's backside haha
... I must enjoy the days i have with them for next year is going to be veri short ...short short short....

1F i hope we can always stay united....^^

Love!!! I finnally realised wat is love

LOVE

-- you must love the LORD your God wif all your heart, all your soul, and all your strength.
    deuteronomy 6:5
-- i love the LORD because he hearts my voice and prayer for mercy
   psalm 116:1
-- you will be filled with my joy. yes, your joy will overflow!
   john 15:10-11
-- love covers a multitude of Sins
   1 peter 4:8
-- if we love each other , God lives in us, and his love is brought to full expression in us.
   1 john 4 : 12

--Always judge people fairly. Do not spread slanderous gossip among your people. Do not stand idly when your neighbour's life is threatened. I am the lord.
    Leviticus 19:15-16

-- Love your neighbour as yourself.
    Matthew 22:39





According to the Bible Love is a feeling but definitely more den
romance n sentimental terms. It is a commitment that both protects
and produces passionate feelings. Love is not dependent on warm feelings alone but on a consistent and courageous decision to extend yourself  for the well- being of someone else. Loving feelings can produce commitment but commitments can also produce loving feelings.

New photo !!

studying with them is quite interesting haha

but all fun no work lololo...

LOVE TIS PIC!! took it durin out trip for beach cleaning

Nice ? dun noe which hands r mine haha

Seashells ... nice memory...

draw tis in class 2day... spend abt half an hour

n filled the paper haha quite nicely done

haha tis prevented me for dozing off while MLL

naggs haha i am so naughty....

from  the hill ....

That is where the lecture theatre 4 is ..... and our class room is near tis area

tis is my hill haha

where i enjoy my morning meditation... use to be where

me n rachael went durin recess

here is where i usually sit... the roots haha

nice view....

Okay now it is some of my own pictures haha

i am not emoing ...zzz..

haha tis is picture taken by auntie be4 i go 2 the gathering...

 darling didi with me....zzzz

haha kiss kiss ~~~

Staying at Home today

Havin bad bad headache ....

Now is 10.15 a.m. haiz haiz how can i sleep until tis late.....
i am nt a pig like somebody ....lolololol...:D
Daddy forget my breakfast.... NVM i am gonna 2 cook porriage l8ter..
Received 2 msg last night while i was asleep...
D wana ask me to pass him the hair wax at around 3pm..
tat means i will ve to go Bedok n take it from Mum 1st
tat is tiring .... so i told him i will give him on friday...
maybe 2moro after school i will go visit mum...
zzzz...tat will means i will get home at 9.30....

tat is veri veri late....n i will be dead tired.... haiz haiz..
wish i dun ve to go 2 school on friday.... but gt cca .. n i think mrs ong
is going to give us back our Geo paper...

Ermm another msg is from J ...zzzz sayin Good night 2 me ????
Wow amazing huh ... for 5000 years he had been "so called" ignoring me
den he suddenly become so sweet... ermm.. i dun understand male now..
and of cors i dun wan 2 ^^
oh yeah oh yeah goin 2 study math l8ter wahahaha
erm daddy's bringing me 2 c da doctor... so wat now medicine or injection??


Oh i had a weird weird dream last night....
I dreamt dat i ve a fight wif W n D ...zzzz.... maybe it is coming true haha
i was having a cold war wif D n i called W n complained hahaha
den W said: no i believe D won't do tis type of things.... he is such a good guy...
Den me fed up ... leave them hahaha n dun want 2 see dem again hahaha
wow it is pretty hilarious...
but maybe 1 day it will come true...
hopefully i won't dream of tis type of things again....

WENJING is happy n peaceful 2day... I am a good gal 2 day for
i did wateva i should. Took medicine, drink lots of water, prayed, pratice my violin,read books
n of cors blogged!
Lalalalala.... glad dat W is gonna 2 pass me his study materials i suppose it is
goin 2 be veri useful ^


Should i go 2 popular l8ter n get some materials... or should i nt waste money
and borrow from Rachael ... i will think abt it... da da da da da....
maybe should go for a swim l8ter d weather seemed 2 be goooooood
Sunny n warmth....

WENJING asked SUNDAY,  : R u still hibernating?

SUNDAY replied: Why not i am too tired.

I rather hibernate myself n those rubbish in my mind!!! oh yeah oh yeah

Love RV n Home

I seriously love my campus ......

Da da da da ..... woke up veri early at 5...and get ready for schoollllll.....
reached school at 6.45 and i went to change into PE attire before going down to
da track for a walk. As i walk i reflect about myself and plan for the next few weeks...
Ermm next few weeks is going 2 be really busy... Packed wif post exam activity n i
nid to squeeze out time 2 train on my violin da da da ....

Violin Violin i love u ...

WENJING is feeling really happy for there isn't enough time for saddness....
Oh yeah Oh yeah... so after that i went to my favourite place -- the hill (tat is wat i call it)
and i did meditation. Feeling extremely peaceful !!! This really works ... selective memory ..
i choose to remember the things i want n try 2 forget the bad n hurting ones... PS dun say
tis is stupid... it is just my way of lettin go things n protectin myself^^

So i love my little hill where i will find peace n i can pray. Love the sound of humming
insects n chirping of birds .... and of cors the warm of morning light...
haha tat is why i love RV  campus
sadly to say we r movin 2 da new campus in BOON LAY tat is veri veri far lolololo
and it is extremely big .... hopefully it wil be nice...

Got back HISTORY results !! GOOD ... unexpected....A1 and Higher Chinese is not bad..
100.5 out of 110.... damn it lo...get some marks deducted because of the wrong words written
i should not ve been so carelessss... if not i would ve gotten 105 at least..
haiz haiz.. miss tay tis is a fair paper although many did nt do well... sob sob..
hopefull compo n essay will pull up my marks... dadadadada...

CCA is tiring ... but CLDDS rocks !! Wow love da seniors n our trainner
damn fun !! hahaha reached home at 8pm tat is lateeeeeee.....
no choice we stayed back until 6.30...
tired ... luckly dad drive me home from Khadib...

Home = FOOD...
For the whole day never eat much sob sob...
until i reached home... i am granted wif a food feast haha
love my home...
open the fridge there is cake, yogurt , watermelon, chocolate, orange juice n icecream...
all my favourite food .... hahahahaha
den dinner is always so nice wif chicken wings n nice cooked dishes ...
love auntie's soup n today's fish is nice .. hahahaha..
n rite now i am eating chocolate lololl....
beta go run 2moro...^^

Maybe going 2 escape theme park wif the girls... i should spend more time
with them ^^ ermm also planned to watch my sister's keeper wif Rachael if nt
going along... it will nice ... L8ter goin to study math...zzzz...
2moro i dun think i am goin 2 school anyway nuttin much for there is CHAMPS n D&T
dun wan 2 c mr potato hahaha....

Today i am happy not because there is no sorrow n many nt so nice thing ...
I choose 2 be happy n let my day end wif happiness. It is my choice isn't it? XD
Sleepin early ... Good night wenjing
Goodnight my friends....

SUNDAY IS STILL HIBERNATING......

she learns she grows...

2day woke up really early at 6.30 to meet angeline b4 meeting D.....

Meeting D is wat i always enjoy for his presence is wat i like....
I love the movie it is great.

But sudden change of D made me feel very weird. The feeling is
wat i never had be4. A overwhelming feeling of sadness, disappointment n emptyness.
Sometimes he is like d summer sometimes he is like winter. So unpredicable.
I fear n i want to hide. I dun like tis feeling i seriously dun.

I dun noe why and i dun want to. I dun wan to change the situation n i can't.
The only way i can is learn to adapt to it. Perhaps this is him. And i must
learn to accept it. Afterall, i should not expect anythin from anyone but learn to accept who n what
they r.
I know you r a liar... Tohwenjing u r such a liar to yourself!!!!
Stop thinkin dat u r emotionless... yes you do rite!!!

D i still want tell you tat you r still the best guy i have seen and you r still my best frien
Nothing had changed for the earth is still turning n the sky is still blue.
Thanks for tellin me ur feelings.

Maybe today will mark the end of my post exam break. From 2moro onwards i will start
to work on next year. Will be away at Granny's house for whole Nov n i will spend more time
with them. Hope Pim is beta... We should always cherish those r wif us now !! Granny l love u
Dec i am gonna 2 take up part time job so more money will be save into my account yes!!!

From next year onwards i will delete everythin in my mind  n replace them wif study n God
I nid to do that i seriously nid to focus on my streaming exams!!

Bless myself be strong be brave n learn from every lesson. I will grow braver n stronger.

Outing with my Darlings

Mrs koh i will seriously miss you.

i love you lessons !!

Thanks for everything u ve done for us.

Remember the promise of 10 years okay ?

I will see u den ^^

Today is a tiring but enjoyable day.

After class we went to Ktv at woodlands.

Dear F4 u know i am actually quite sad n "emo"

I am not emo!!

But i felt sad abt da fact that we r going to leave

mrs koh soon ....

The songs also bring me some memories of

some people.

I tell myself that i will really work hard for

the next ten years for i want to bring happiness

n make mrs koh proud too.

My dear f4 do u know it is a joy 2 be wif u guys.

i love eating Ajisen with you guys.

I love u guys coming 2 my house n i will serve u guys

with the food ^^

I love the days we spent with each other.

2moro i am going to see D le.

I wish to see him  n i want to learn to understand him.

Like he always says he dun understand me.

I hope he will undersatnd me 1 day.....

Anyway i hope 2moro will be a nicer day.

Did i brin trouble 2 him again ? I hope no.

He seemed to be rather pissed off by me in times ?

is it ?

Good night Sunday 2 moro u r going to wake up damn early^^

To my dearest pim

Dear pim my friend.

I  know you are sad. I know you love your granny deeply. 
I don't know how to comfort you but i still want to tell u that
i will always be here for u . When sorrow is engulfing you 
i am more den willing to lend you my shoulders n be a your listening ears

Pim remember i told u just now to look at the stars? The moon ? The sky ?
Becos i know she is there watching n guiding over you. Be brave Be strong just like granny
You will need to stay wif your mum so gal bless your granny n wish her happy in heaven 

My dear friend. Cry out ba . Still after that you r going to be the strong n cheerful pim again.


Bless you and may angels guide u. 

Blessings

wenjing your friend who is ready to lend the shoulder

17october...

Today went shopppppinnnngggg wif Xinzhu........
And both of us are broke of cors.....
She bought her wig n went to look at the things she needs for
cosplay....while i bought things for the Nov trip ^^

Ermm... went visiting mum afterwards...sadly to say she is
not very happy n i can see da sorrow in her eyes.
i noe she is tired and i read her dairy....she said her heart is
dead now... haiz haiz...wat can i do as a daughter to help her?
My ability is really limited...and all i can do is to stand by her...
i know my mum is a strong woman for she had gone through many things like granny did. So their bravery is inherited and i hope
i can be strong n brave like them.

Dearest mum give me 10 years okay? Let me be your shelter!!!
I will have to work very hard to my future ^^ jiayou jiayou

Going out tomorrow wif the Sunday class 2moro!! We r going to karaokae ^^ soooooooooooo exciting isn't it ^^

Uncle's birthday 2moro... wish him a veri happppppyyyyy BD!!

On monday going to see Moon!!! Yeah i miss him so much looooooo haha anyway i got lots of things to talk to him... i am very talktive isn't it ? But seriously i wan 2 see him n his new hairstyle ^^ Really miss u moon.

Yawnnnn... i am really tired .... good night my dear blog

may this blog be filled wif joy n happiness ^^

oh 2moro's sunday ^^