Ultimate experience

I know it is bad

but i did it......0.o

Went to Clarke quay wif Xin mei

after work...

had quite alot of fun.

so we went in n ordered  Liberty Blue

n House of tequila mixing wif orange....

Neither taste great n i dun like the taste of Liberty Blue

toooo overwhelming n it makes feel really dizzy.

So we sat there n talk crap

n play "scissors paper stone"

to challange each other with d drink

i noe it is lame but haha....

there come these guys wanted to offer us a drink

by that time i was quite tired n dizzy so i ignored it

xinmei asked him: oh thanks, but who do you wana treat?

then he said both..=_=#

But anyway we rejected becos we wanted to leave n go home soon.

Had enuf relaxation.

Tomoro still ve to wake up early for work n project.

so anyway i lose the bet.

I will ve to treat her milk tea + shake shake fries..

Music starts we went in n stand infront of the lead singer.

He is a very charming guy when he sings.

it makes me wonder about his life story.

I just dun noe why.

haha

soooo...

he stood on the stage n asked us..

"don't you gals ve school 2moro? "

me n xinmei looked at each other n  hush him.

haha very funny

Den i started to emo when he sang a very sad song.

it is sad.

pretty sad.

after that

the singer was talking with his mike!

saying to everyone...

"these 2 gals ve got school 2moro, check the IC"

N smile at us playfully..

we were like ohh sharks haha

but still stayed there until 1 plus n went home.

Yesterday was my craziest nite eva.

It is like some sort of release.

of all th sorrow n stress

But definitely i am nt going to forget who i really am

and the roles n responsiblity i have.

This is a good experience

but this is also a test on myself.

To resist to temptation

n differentitate between the rite n wrong.

Dear father forgive me if i ve done wrong.

Busyness is a good way of numbness

Explanade

jurong (on my way to school)

clarke quay

Good day. Good good day.

We r the daughters n sons of God.

He shall provivide us with everything we need.

He is our everything....

Say grace...

Amen!

WOOO!

CCA super duper early...

i rushed home n get changed so i could take a walk at

city hall to do some shopping...

bought Biscuits from Marks n spencer

n headphones from HVM

wow another 50 bucks is gone...

sob~~~~ =_=

getting my salary next wed !!!

can't wait for this job to end!

I need a break n really spent more time with god n daniel~

Called Idol yesterday night n shared with her about all the

things that had happened recently...

she asked me to let go n keep praying...

n do what i feel is right n follow the path that is led by Him.

i just need some peace in mind.

i know i will definitely be happier if i had made the right choice.

For all these years people change

and i should not be the one who keeps adapting to their change.

Perhaps it is a good time to also make some changes myself.

I look forward to the one day that i meet my backbone whom He Has planned for me.

Sleep gal~~~

you will be alrite

thy lord shall sent angels on the guard

His bllod with washes away all sins.

Be thankful n be grateful.....

Life is a fantasy

Dun feel like writing today.

just gonna tell you about my plans for the day.

---> study for SCIENCE theory n pratical on mon

----> English compre pratice

----> music theory

then slack......................................

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go to cityhall @ 7 to meet CL members

for the show....

day ends...........

Wish list

some of the plans n needs....

needs

 New Acer net bk

 New color printer

Spectacle

(i ve lost my previous one)

Mac book

New bag pack

(my black school bag is in a horrible status)

iphone earpiece

(broke by me ...)

thumbdrive

(ask mum will do)

school shoes

(should really change a new pair this pair has its mouth opened wide)

puppy

(i shall named it kimo dun noe where tis inspiration came from)

mirror  to be hanged in the bed room

(erm i will nid to go ikea n buy one)

that's all i guess........................

plans

Travel

to

Genting

Thailand

Korea

most likely confirmed unless there is a change in my

school schedule n work arrangements.

Work

in Milk tea shop in April

until June

duration--> 2 month

hrs per week-->20

salary--> 800 bucks

COOL ABT IT:  getting the skills to make milk tea

and learn to cook the snacks

very interesting...

Blogshop for mr li

estimation -->100 bucks

cool abt it: nothing much just to help him...

actully i dun like this job :(

Anna Sui

pending request....

 cool abt it : tatics on sales

Study

french and japanese at language school

course 3-4

payment will be made by daddy n mummy

Music Theory lesson (sympthony music school)

Violin practical lesson(Asia music school)

guitar lesson(CC)

sports

Golf

with uncle ...

yoga

with aunt jocelyn

Healing is a method of suvival.

To know how to heal yourself,is a way of survival.

Hey gal.

Dun cry.

Hey gal.

Look at the road ahead.

Hey gal.

Say i'm still okay.

Yea~

I am still alrite...

Sooner or later it will be healed.

Just like nothing had been there before.

It is just not a big deal.

Sometimes

you just need

 sometime

someday

somewhere

somebody

to make it okay.

Anyway

i still ve got more worries den this.

Soo why cares?

Goodbye!

Everything is back to same

Numbed.

Not dead.

Still i am surviving .

This time round there is no more heart-breaks or any tears.

Just sorrow n some freaking numbness.

For all these yrs of trust n believing it ends up nothing.

Here we are once again back to the same.

Goodbye.

As i promised.

I will be gone.

I will disappear.

As you wished.

This is great.

I am growing up again.

I ve fell

n i picked up myself again....

i choose to let go.

I choose to delete all else belongs to you.

Never again

we shall meet until

one day the numbness had gone.

How long had it been?

5 weeks?

3 years...

All these r just some sort of a big joke god had played on me.

Yea

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