Saturday, 20 March 2010

A story about love.


A story about love.................


This entry is also dedicated to a close friends of mine.
Gal Gal.
U will be okayyy.........><


1st..................Spring

Love is a young seedling.
It was planted when A gal  met B boy
A Chemical reaction took place.
It was  beautiful.
So pure
So sudden
So sweet.



Care+ Trust+ Committment----> LOVE


2nd...............summer

Soon it is already summer........
This seedling has grown into a Blossoming tree with
beautiful flowers.
The flowers.
Bloom.
Bloom.
And bloom.

For they  give their all in summer.
For their passion.
For their care.
For they swear their love will never dies....
So did their flowers of love.
It had bloomed with passion and everything they could give.

In the summer.
Their love is everything.

3RD Autumn

The wind of Autumn came.
Flowers withered and fall.
Leaves turned yellow and pale.
A gal n B boy.
Sense something unusual.
There seemed to be a wall seperating their hearts.

Gal A asked: 

B......
Why do seemed to be so far?
When you are just right here by my side
Why do i feel so cold?
When you are hugging me.
Why do you keep silence as the reply
When i am waiting for the words out for your lips.
B........
I just wonder if still loves me.........

Then Boy B sighed and keep silence as the reply.........

he said in his words of silent


A.

I dun understand you anymore.
For your eyed are hidding.
For your heart is shutting.
For your hug is distancing.
For your kiss is cold.

I dun see your trust anymore.
For care has turnesd into worries.
For concern are just words of doubt.
For understanding are being misunderstood.
For there isn't your trust.



A.
I love you.
They are just hide in my silence.


Autumn wind blows.
Their love like the flowers
Withered and fall.
Leaving only fragments........

And the pale the leaves.
Hanging helplessly with
doubt, fear, mistrust and pain.

.................................................


4th winter
.................

Snow flake's falling with cold wind that swirls and sang
the song of parting.............
The last leaf fell.........
Just like the tree's last tear...........

A gal n B gal.
Stood back facing each other.

A: B , have you eva loved me?

B:  Yes. You were one of those that had left a imprint in my heart.

A: I hate you.

B: Why.

A: Becos i love you deeply.

B: Yes you do. But we both know a love without trust will not last.

A: Yes. Sorry. But a love without committment will neither.

B:  Goodbye. I will miss you. (He kissed A on her forehead )

A: .......... (silently)

We both
loved each other.
We both cried.
We both feel the sweetness.
We both taste the bitterness.
Hurting each other
was one way that we
choose to see if love still exist.
But we were all wrong.
.................

B: ..........................

You will be.
You will be okay my gal.
This love is though bitter but sweeten with beautiful memories.
I know i have let you down.
Sorryy........
Our ending isn't the ending we supposed it to be.
The happy ending isn't our perfect ending.
But,
this is the best ending rite away.
rite now.

We love.
We loved.
We will love.
We will be loved.

Sum time
Sum where

we will see each other again.
With the hands hold on tight to someone else
With the pain  replacing
With the sorrow fading

You know.
we will still make everything okay.



A hugged B the last time
And they both cried


This winter is filled with pain.
Hurt and sorrow.

Their tree was left alone.
Standing all alone.............
the wind's whispering goodbye............



Yes.
Their tree of love has withered.
But years after A met boy A
And B met gal B.

Their perfect match......

All those memories
were just sum memories of youth.
Nevertheless.
They r still
so pure
so beautiful
so unexplainable.





.....................Copy righted Sunday's work .............................


Well. Hopefully this will inspire some
gal gal & boy boy.
To me everything will end with a happy ending.
A imperfect ending.
A happy ending which was not the happy ending we wanted.
Love is just like the 4 seasons
Spring growth
summer blossoming
autumn cooling
winter parting

Some couple has d capablity of keeping in summer
some go through the process again n again
from winter to spring then again...
but some choose to leave this cycle when they failed to keep their tree
living.
Well enjoy the process of love.
Till you really find your perfect match
Like A isn't meant for B

After years ...
the pain that you thought you can't endure
will just fade away
the sorrow that you can't let go
will just be replaced by smiles.

To those who are still in love.
Love with passion n trust.
Treasure those who you love
Enjoy loving n being loved.
Love is like a seedling.
You need care , trust and committment.


I love.
I have love.
I have loved.
I have been in love.
I have been loved.
I am loved.
I am loving.
I will love.
I will  be loved.

And so same goes to all..........
all............

I pray and bless all of you.
Love in different ways...

God has his plan for you.
Dun be lost.






















































Thursday, 18 March 2010

The cycle of Life

RIGHT NOW....
RIGHT AWAY....

Life is like an empty cup....

Filll it with love and joy and laughter
Now it is empty
Fill it up
Repeat
Forever after
First, so full
i'm giving
All my love and joy in  living
Then near empty
tired of living
And i'm the
One who needs the giving.
this cup
this cup
it's always overflowing
we give and get
we get and give
life's balance
keeps on going
take this cup
i ve filled it up
with love and joy and laughter
Now it's empty
fill it up
repeat
forever, after

Laura Byrnes


I used to complain
about my life.
Blaming that why my life is so
dramatic and saddening.

Then i realised.
Life is like an evolution.
Or a cycle-like thing.

You give and you get.
You get and give.
Keeping the cycle continuing.
Forever and after.

In Christ,
Our heavenly father always
tells us to Share our love
Give our
Riches to the poor
Food to the hungry
Water to the thirst
Joy to the devastated
Blessings to the unblessed.

I pray.
Anyone and everyone who had read this entry
Look at the people around you.
See if anyone really leads a life without any obstacles or challanges
so
we should stop counting our fall
and feel blessed instead.

And most importantly
Bless the people near you.
Be it your enemy or foes
Be it your family or friends.
Bless them all.

For we give and get.
And then get and give.


This cycle will continue........
Foreverm,
After....







Monday, 15 March 2010

Hurray ..............







and i think my food still rocks..............






although it is my first time cooking for the whole family






but i think my food will taste great.........


















here is the dishes....................


















soup= tomato wif mushroom n prawn with chicken leg haha


















1) french bean wif bacoon






2) steamed egg wif tofu






3) sweet n sour fish






4) mix vegie






5) cabbage wif minched meat n egg






6)chilli n pork chop chop






























oh yea i am happy. you are happy. and we r all happy !!!!!!!


















hahahahahhahaha.............................................






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I LOVE COOKING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, 13 March 2010

New Habits

Erm erm .....
school hols begins today yea !!!!!

here are somethings i got to do....

1. pack my wardrobe
(it is damn messy)

2. Blog shop
(i know i ve been dragging it for really long)

3. SCHOOL WORK

(i will try n finish them by monday)

4. Change my spectacles
(i should ve done it earlier)

5. Star revising my work n tidy up notes

(will be done on tuesday n wednesday ^^)

6. spent more time with God n Daniel

(perhaps i will bring daniel to church n science center ^^ )



that is all i guess ^^

Wednesday, 10 March 2010

Learn to be beta

Dun noe since when we have forgotten who we actually are
at the very begining of the story.
It seems to be a long time a ago.
When we all used to be
naive
innocent
curious
happy
and cheerful.
And then, right now
we lost them all.
Is it the world that has forgotten us?
Or it is us the one that turn oblivious to the world?
When have we learn all those words that resembles
needles of catus?
Where have we found those anger and fury from?

 Just let peace embrace us.
Let forgiveness and faith change us.


I will learn to give again
yet expect no return.
I will learn to put hopes on
the lord & each n single thing
that brings possibility






Sunday, 7 March 2010

It time to come back to reality

toh wen  jing ah
it is really time to end your break
you know
you dun belong there
then why are you trying so hard to keep up with pace
i think it is time for change.

go back to church.

Saturday, 6 March 2010

Happy birthday to YOU

Hey gal happy birthday

time really flys

.......................

All i want to tell you is that
thank you for being by my side all these years
even though we dun see each other often
i am still glad that we are still as close as before

so happy birthday!!

Thursday, 4 March 2010

perfect solitude

Nothing much
sorry no post for today ~~

wana do work ...0.o

Wednesday, 3 March 2010

SMILE N SAY THANKS TO EACH SINGLE DAY

We should learn to be grteful
for every single day in life.

so remember...
say thnks for
you are still alive in the start of the day
for the food you being given
for the water that grant your thirst
for the people that smile at you
for every single little n negliable
things on earth.

So we should just smile
n show your beautiful teeth

bow n say "thank u 4 makin my day great"
to any person you have meet.

They will feel great
for they r being appreciated
n they will alternatively be grateful
n give thanks to others.

isn't it great?
to see everyone
smile like sunshine?

so we should smile.... n say thank you !!

Tuesday, 2 March 2010

The last day of my 1st job

For the past 2 months
i ve been working at Snow Angel.
I gained work experience and met people of all works of life
in the mean while i did lose too.

But anyway i still believe it only rite focus n concentrate on
the time spent with Daniel and my close friends
Nothing will come before God and my family.

People around the area
always say this to me: Hey Sunday keep your smile !
You bright up our day ~

I am glad i have keep this image of mine
so sunny n cheerful.
So like my name.
Everyone is just gonna remember me as
the gal who likes to talk
who loves to laugh out loud
who is super hyper n high ~~

yea wateva it is
i am glad that for the past 2 month i ve made ur days bright.

God bless the people
May happinesse still fills their days.