To my dearest pim

Dear pim my friend.

I  know you are sad. I know you love your granny deeply. 
I don't know how to comfort you but i still want to tell u that
i will always be here for u . When sorrow is engulfing you 
i am more den willing to lend you my shoulders n be a your listening ears

Pim remember i told u just now to look at the stars? The moon ? The sky ?
Becos i know she is there watching n guiding over you. Be brave Be strong just like granny
You will need to stay wif your mum so gal bless your granny n wish her happy in heaven 

My dear friend. Cry out ba . Still after that you r going to be the strong n cheerful pim again.


Bless you and may angels guide u. 

Blessings

wenjing your friend who is ready to lend the shoulder

17october...

Today went shopppppinnnngggg wif Xinzhu........
And both of us are broke of cors.....
She bought her wig n went to look at the things she needs for
cosplay....while i bought things for the Nov trip ^^

Ermm... went visiting mum afterwards...sadly to say she is
not very happy n i can see da sorrow in her eyes.
i noe she is tired and i read her dairy....she said her heart is
dead now... haiz haiz...wat can i do as a daughter to help her?
My ability is really limited...and all i can do is to stand by her...
i know my mum is a strong woman for she had gone through many things like granny did. So their bravery is inherited and i hope
i can be strong n brave like them.

Dearest mum give me 10 years okay? Let me be your shelter!!!
I will have to work very hard to my future ^^ jiayou jiayou

Going out tomorrow wif the Sunday class 2moro!! We r going to karaokae ^^ soooooooooooo exciting isn't it ^^

Uncle's birthday 2moro... wish him a veri happppppyyyyy BD!!

On monday going to see Moon!!! Yeah i miss him so much looooooo haha anyway i got lots of things to talk to him... i am very talktive isn't it ? But seriously i wan 2 see him n his new hairstyle ^^ Really miss u moon.

Yawnnnn... i am really tired .... good night my dear blog

may this blog be filled wif joy n happiness ^^

oh 2moro's sunday ^^

10 YEARS!!

How long is 10 years....

I wan my 10 years to be filled with colours

10 years

i asked mum to give me 10 years

and i will not let her suffer.

this is not only my promise to her.

But also a promise i made to myself.

10 years let's wait.

Some post exam activities....

WOW exams r finnaly over !!
i want to do many thing^^

here is the list of them.....XD

-Watch movie alone !! (always wanted to catch a night movie^^)
-Go See d sun rise
-Go to take photographs in the nature
-Go out wif my besties
-Go karaoke with F4...
-Go play badminton with jiali n her sis
-Windsurfing ^^(will get darker?)
-Practice violin !!! (really nid to practice the new learn songs...)
-Visit Church !! (got to spend more time wif god)
-Bible reading...
-Shopping of cors wif xinzhu ^^
-Spend more time wif didi 0.0
- preparation for yr 2(study n read ^^ )
-get know more about pong ^^
-spend more time wif win ... his going 2 uk soon ...



Life is so wonderful isn't it XD
Sunday is happy ^^

I will work really hard...and smart too

Ermmm.... after getting my results... i dun feel much...
haha for i think this yr will be a period for me to relax a bit...
starting from the Nov i will really start to plan n prepare for next yr!

Next year is pretty important for me i know. I will nid to get a veri high GPA of
3.7 inorder to choose the subjects combination that i like in Yrs 3. But tat will mean
i have to acheive a A1 for all my subject... I know it is possible as long as i put
in effort >< so i will study hard of cors study smart too^^

Mrs ong told us before it is veri important to build a good foundation.So we will not suffer when we come
to year 4. Yeah i believe so ^^
so jiayou sunday ^^!

The 15th

Today's post will be short short short
for i am feeling terrible now..
the same old habit n worst of all no more medicine...
haiz haiz i beta rest....

Wow my pocket has a hole le

Lolo lolololol...............
Today bought xinzhu hillary n sj gifts
n my wallet has become very very slim le
free diet process huh ^^

Tomoro nid to go buy kaixin BD present too... sob sob..
again darling wallet u r going to slim down..

Thursday also going to bugis wif Xinzhu to buy her wig haha
den i also got to get my stuff for the trip overseas
so wallet shrinkin again

haiz haiz...

Iphone?
is it so nice?

To all my beloved

Hey all my beloved i am here to say thanks n tell you how much
i care n love u guys^^

Pim i wana thank u for still believe in me during the difficult times
thank you for being such a good sister who always stand by me
i love ur understanding, humor n easy-going character

Siyun although i ve onli know u for a yr but u had always been a wonderful fren
to hang out wif. Thanks for all your encouragement n advice^^
i love ur smile , understanding n funny side^^

Annie u always seemed 2 be crazy n "siao" but i know tat u r nt as childish as u look on the outside
infact u are mature in your thinkin. Thanks for always bring the joy and fun. I love you laughter!

Xinzhu, you someone tat dun hang out wif as often as rachel n rachael but
you r d one dat clicks wif me d most hahaha... so still remember we r d best partners rite.
i wish one day we will be able to step onto a stage, using our performance to enhance everyone.
I love ur caring, cute n easy-going character. Thanks for remember my sorrow, my words, my happiness. You r a joy n gem 2 me. I love ur gift for wat it brings is a blessing and the effort behind is 
more priceless dan anythin.

Hey hey your secrete adviser here.... My dearest Sj..... it is my blessing to know u. I love the time we had going home everiday together.I love 2 hear ur "exciting" stories n enjoy sharing wif u my personal experience. Thanks for spending time wif me whenever i am feelin really low n dull...sob..sob
U know i always enjoy d fact tat i am being treated like a big sister lolol
haha anyway i love your kind, thoughtful, easy-going character n the fun n joy u bring me.

Hillary... i hope in your eye i am not just a friend's friend haha...i wana say thanks to you for ur presence wif us. Also the gift u guys gave me. U have been a wondeful friend^^

Now my dear dear Rachel the smarty....hahaha thanks for being such such a cute n loving friend
who will help me whenever i am in need. I am always glad n touched to think of how u guys had celebrate my BD for me. It was really unexpected ^^ i wana take tis chance to thank u for all ur encouragements n advice. Love u...my fren

Ahahahaha....Rachael ! U know wat in terms of character we r almost alike... isn't it....
i like ur presence everiday! With u we will never get bored .... i love u my friend for the encouragements n gossips we share! Oh you r also one of my emotion support lolo
haha tx for helping me to copy notes when i am absent from school n filled my days in RV  wif colours.

James. Although u will nt see tis msg but i still wana 2 share. I wana thank you for the lessons
that u taught me. And most imptt, bring 2 veri imptt people into my life. You had filled my days
wif colours n without the memories my past will be blank. So i still owe u a big big thanks.
Thanks J, nt MJ.


 The Moon.The Guiding Light.
You r my MD.
My gem n light.
Dearest, i wana thank u for ur presence in my life. You r always wise n thoughtful, and your words
of encouragements is utmost precious to me. i love ur gentleness n voice. it always bring warmth n light into my day.
Thanks for be there in my life.

Win ah Win ah....wahahahahaha.
sometimes i do pissed u off  don't i?
haha anyway i wana thank u for the joy n fun . And a wonderful time spend together playin wif fire...
You r a blessin n joy 2 ve. I love ur charming smile n playful side.
Although the days we can ve together is veri little but i still hope u enjoy my presence 2 ^^

13th october

Today will be a really free day ...

free...free....free...

ermm... it is going 2 be 9 am

l8ter i am so going to City Hall

i should go to church n sense the

 peace n presence of the holy spirit

that makes me feel safe n tranquil

Then in afternoon i will be going to AMK wif uncle

getting da i phone??

I seriously want him 2 sell it away lo

to me $600 looks nicer den d iphone....

hahahaha...

i would rather he give me $600 den givin me d iphone...

Den i will visit d library and return daniel's bks

maybe i should stay there for some reading

At night maybe i am going to the park for a long jog...

den maybe going for night swim 2 ?

haha is it gonna b a busy day rite^^

Yesterday uncle ve a short talk wif me

he said : instead of trying to save $600 it will

be wonderful to earn it yourself.

Yeah true enough

saving $600 is not a big matter

but if i can earn $600 it will be great.

So he continued n tell me that i should plant my seeds

n take good care of them

in da future they r going to trees tat is ready for me

to collect the fruits.

So in conclusion i will do wat is d best for me

and try my best to acheive da goals i set

nevertheless i will create some space for myself.

Like D had said

i will have to take things easy now n just do wat is in my limitation

oh well i guesse tat is d onli way isn't it.

To be blessed is a joy....

huh huh huh huh huh.......!!!

i am gonna b so so freakin busy after exam......sob sob

T_T tat means i will ve less time wif him

haiz haiz

oh it is unfair that i dun get to watch the movie i had been 

wanting to watch!!

"2012" i will miss u!

xinzhu say she will be going 2 watch it n she will buy a ticket for me

den put my photo on the seat...

i am nt dead lololol...

haha i hope my flight is after 12 nov lolololo

Today , Sunday is quite happy isn't ^^

wow all thanks to the good dream n His amazing

grace^^

wahahahahah'

i am going to cook myself breakfast now

^^

oh yeah maybe l8ter gonna bake some cokkies ?

^^

Marriage=Grave ?

Dear blog

I am utterly upset n furious now....
If the defination of marriage means the entrance into lifelong 
Grave.Then why do people still pledge for marriages?
I dun understand. And i dun wan to.

Perhaps i am hating marriages now.
If both man n woman can't keep their promises of loving
 and be faithful towards each other, den why use the rings to lock
each other?

If the marriage does not bring happiness and even bring out the suffering of the children, so why still keep the marriage?

I wonder. I ponder.
Yet,still, i dun noe why.

I am really tired.I need to breath.
Please stop adding your pains onto me and
let me shoulder all tat responsibility.
I just wan to leave it all behind.

Dear blog. I need to calm down.
I will be okay. I will.

Why should i care?

Why should i keep telling lies

just to help Her to cover up?

I really hate the fact that i ve to

i am really sick and tired of it

why should i suffer

when they r d one who made the mistakes

   why

   why

   why

Can anyone tell me why?

8th of october !

Yeah ~ Eoy is ending soon

Ha ha 2day i am quite happy although it is raining today

where did my sun went?

Right now i am on the Mrt now gonna to take lunch wif my darlings

Xinzhu! Shanju and Hillary....

Always enjoy going home wif them lololo....

Today's LangArt paper rather okay not as difficult as i thought...

anyway i did not bother it lololo....

hahaha....

Opps.... forget to give W n D a morning call dun noe if they can get up....

hopefully they were nt late lololol.... sorry my W n D

Happy that i am doing fine in RV

happy that my family status is balance

happy that my frens r always wif me

happy that God is always there to guide me

HP will still be off until the end of this month....

Discipline level is good

No desire of switching on it haha

Since we come to d world wif out it

 we should not depend on it too much , isn't it ^^

opps gtg reaching causeway point

gonna take lunch there hahaha

The 7th of October!

Dear blog!

2day i am quite happy .....

But extremely tired.

haha.... mentally n physically

Well exams r gonna be over soon!

Wonderful isn't it ^^ <3 it ....

I have been neglecting my health recently ....

Lack of sleep n spent too much time on personal stuffs too.....

Haiz~Haiz~

I feel like inventing a kind of medicine that make u sleep

immediately after taking it and waking up after exactly the timing u want....

ERM ....Maybe i should try ^^ haha who's gonna be my white mouse?

I am gonna switch off my phone the whole week to really train my discpline lo

but i doubt i can make it lolololol.....

I beta spend more time with god!

Sorry father, i should really have more quite time

and pray more......

Yawn....I am seriously sleeping early 2 day!

Nuthing much

It's nothing much but a few tear drop on the letter

It's nothing much just a kiss on the fallen leaves

It's nothing much just a cut on the finger

It's nothing much just miss about you

 

Nothing much about you.....

 

My life

Mummy <3 her !

My Darling didi daniel

Besties pim !

F4!

My usual breakfast >0<

My Star winny^^ n me

J and Idol darling.....(All those memories, i miss them)

Oh yeah siyun sexy baby~ haha

Ben 10.....