Marriage=Grave ?

Dear blog

I am utterly upset n furious now....
If the defination of marriage means the entrance into lifelong 
Grave.Then why do people still pledge for marriages?
I dun understand. And i dun wan to.

Perhaps i am hating marriages now.
If both man n woman can't keep their promises of loving
 and be faithful towards each other, den why use the rings to lock
each other?

If the marriage does not bring happiness and even bring out the suffering of the children, so why still keep the marriage?

I wonder. I ponder.
Yet,still, i dun noe why.

I am really tired.I need to breath.
Please stop adding your pains onto me and
let me shoulder all tat responsibility.
I just wan to leave it all behind.

Dear blog. I need to calm down.
I will be okay. I will.