A story about love.

A story about love.................

This entry is also dedicated to a close friends of mine.

Gal Gal.

U will be okayyy.........><

1st..................Spring

Love is a young seedling.

It was planted when A gal  met B boy

A Chemical reaction took place.

It was  beautiful.

So pure

So sudden

So sweet.

Care+ Trust+ Committment----> LOVE

2nd...............summer

Soon it is already summer........

This seedling has grown into a Blossoming tree with

beautiful flowers.

The flowers.

Bloom.

Bloom.

And bloom.

For they  give their all in summer.

For their passion.

For their care.

For they swear their love will never dies....

So did their flowers of love.

It had bloomed with passion and everything they could give.

In the summer.

Their love is everything.

3RD Autumn

The wind of Autumn came.

Flowers withered and fall.

Leaves turned yellow and pale.

A gal n B boy.

Sense something unusual.

There seemed to be a wall seperating their hearts.

Gal A asked: 

B......

Why do seemed to be so far?

When you are just right here by my side

Why do i feel so cold?

When you are hugging me.

Why do you keep silence as the reply

When i am waiting for the words out for your lips.

B........

I just wonder if still loves me.........

Then Boy B sighed and keep silence as the reply.........

he said in his words of silent

A.

I dun understand you anymore.

For your eyed are hidding.

For your heart is shutting.

For your hug is distancing.

For your kiss is cold.

I dun see your trust anymore.

For care has turnesd into worries.

For concern are just words of doubt.

For understanding are being misunderstood.

For there isn't your trust.

A.

I love you.

They are just hide in my silence.

Autumn wind blows.

Their love like the flowers

Withered and fall.

Leaving only fragments........

And the pale the leaves.

Hanging helplessly with

doubt, fear, mistrust and pain.

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4th winter

.................

Snow flake's falling with cold wind that swirls and sang

the song of parting.............

The last leaf fell.........

Just like the tree's last tear...........

A gal n B gal.

Stood back facing each other.

A: B , have you eva loved me?

B:  Yes. You were one of those that had left a imprint in my heart.

A: I hate you.

B: Why.

A: Becos i love you deeply.

B: Yes you do. But we both know a love without trust will not last.

A: Yes. Sorry. But a love without committment will neither.

B:  Goodbye. I will miss you. (He kissed A on her forehead )

A: .......... (silently)

We both

loved each other.

We both cried.

We both feel the sweetness.

We both taste the bitterness.

Hurting each other

was one way that we

choose to see if love still exist.

But we were all wrong.

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B: ..........................

You will be.

You will be okay my gal.

This love is though bitter but sweeten with beautiful memories.

I know i have let you down.

Sorryy........

Our ending isn't the ending we supposed it to be.

The happy ending isn't our perfect ending.

But,

this is the best ending rite away.

rite now.

We love.

We loved.

We will love.

We will be loved.

Sum time

Sum where

we will see each other again.

With the hands hold on tight to someone else

With the pain  replacing

With the sorrow fading

You know.

we will still make everything okay.

A hugged B the last time

And they both cried

This winter is filled with pain.

Hurt and sorrow.

Their tree was left alone.

Standing all alone.............

the wind's whispering goodbye............

Yes.

Their tree of love has withered.

But years after A met boy A

And B met gal B.

Their perfect match......

All those memories

were just sum memories of youth.

Nevertheless.

They r still

so pure

so beautiful

so unexplainable.

.....................Copy righted Sunday's work .............................

Well. Hopefully this will inspire some

gal gal & boy boy.

To me everything will end with a happy ending.

A imperfect ending.

A happy ending which was not the happy ending we wanted.

Love is just like the 4 seasons

Spring growth

summer blossoming

autumn cooling

winter parting

Some couple has d capablity of keeping in summer

some go through the process again n again

from winter to spring then again...

but some choose to leave this cycle when they failed to keep their tree

living.

Well enjoy the process of love.

Till you really find your perfect match

Like A isn't meant for B

After years ...

the pain that you thought you can't endure

will just fade away

the sorrow that you can't let go

will just be replaced by smiles.

To those who are still in love.

Love with passion n trust.

Treasure those who you love

Enjoy loving n being loved.

Love is like a seedling.

You need care , trust and committment.

I love.

I have love.

I have loved.

I have been in love.

I have been loved.

I am loved.

I am loving.

I will love.

I will  be loved.

And so same goes to all..........

all............

I pray and bless all of you.

Love in different ways...

God has his plan for you.

Dun be lost.

The cycle of Life

RIGHT NOW....
RIGHT AWAY....

Life is like an empty cup....

Filll it with love and joy and laughter
Now it is empty
Fill it up
Repeat
Forever after
First, so full
i'm giving
All my love and joy in  living
Then near empty
tired of living
And i'm the
One who needs the giving.
this cup
this cup
it's always overflowing
we give and get
we get and give
life's balance
keeps on going
take this cup
i ve filled it up
with love and joy and laughter
Now it's empty
fill it up
repeat
forever, after

Laura Byrnes

I used to complain

about my life.

Blaming that why my life is so

dramatic and saddening.

Then i realised.

Life is like an evolution.

Or a cycle-like thing.

You give and you get.

You get and give.

Keeping the cycle continuing.

Forever and after.

In Christ,

Our heavenly father always

tells us to Share our love

Give our

Riches to the poor

Food to the hungry

Water to the thirst

Joy to the devastated

Blessings to the unblessed.

I pray.

Anyone and everyone who had read this entry

Look at the people around you.

See if anyone really leads a life without any obstacles or challanges

so

we should stop counting our fall

and feel blessed instead.

And most importantly

Bless the people near you.

Be it your enemy or foes

Be it your family or friends.

Bless them all.

For we give and get.

And then get and give.

This cycle will continue........

Foreverm,

After....

Hurray ..............







and i think my food still rocks..............






although it is my first time cooking for the whole family






but i think my food will taste great.........


















here is the dishes....................


















soup= tomato wif mushroom n prawn with chicken leg haha


















1) french bean wif bacoon






2) steamed egg wif tofu






3) sweet n sour fish






4) mix vegie






5) cabbage wif minched meat n egg






6)chilli n pork chop chop






























oh yea i am happy. you are happy. and we r all happy !!!!!!!


















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I LOVE COOKING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Habits

Erm erm .....

school hols begins today yea !!!!!

here are somethings i got to do....

1. pack my wardrobe

(it is damn messy)

2. Blog shop

(i know i ve been dragging it for really long)

3. SCHOOL WORK

(i will try n finish them by monday)

4. Change my spectacles

(i should ve done it earlier)

5. Star revising my work n tidy up notes

(will be done on tuesday n wednesday ^^)

6. spent more time with God n Daniel

(perhaps i will bring daniel to church n science center ^^ )

that is all i guess ^^

Learn to be beta

Dun noe since when we have forgotten who we actually are

at the very begining of the story.

It seems to be a long time a ago.

When we all used to be

naive

innocent

curious

happy

and cheerful.

And then, right now

we lost them all.

Is it the world that has forgotten us?

Or it is us the one that turn oblivious to the world?

When have we learn all those words that resembles

needles of catus?

Where have we found those anger and fury from?

 Just let peace embrace us.

Let forgiveness and faith change us.

I will learn to give again

yet expect no return.

I will learn to put hopes on

the lord & each n single thing

that brings possibility

It time to come back to reality

toh wen  jing ah

it is really time to end your break

you know

you dun belong there

then why are you trying so hard to keep up with pace

i think it is time for change.

go back to church.

Happy birthday to YOU

Hey gal happy birthday

time really flys

.......................

All i want to tell you is that

thank you for being by my side all these years

even though we dun see each other often

i am still glad that we are still as close as before

so happy birthday!!

perfect solitude

Nothing much

sorry no post for today ~~

wana do work ...0.o

SMILE N SAY THANKS TO EACH SINGLE DAY

We should learn to be grteful

for every single day in life.

so remember...

say thnks for

you are still alive in the start of the day

for the food you being given

for the water that grant your thirst

for the people that smile at you

for every single little n negliable

things on earth.

So we should just smile

n show your beautiful teeth

bow n say "thank u 4 makin my day great"

to any person you have meet.

They will feel great

for they r being appreciated

n they will alternatively be grateful

n give thanks to others.

isn't it great?

to see everyone

smile like sunshine?

so we should smile.... n say thank you !!

The last day of my 1st job

For the past 2 months

i ve been working at Snow Angel.

I gained work experience and met people of all works of life

in the mean while i did lose too.

But anyway i still believe it only rite focus n concentrate on

the time spent with Daniel and my close friends

Nothing will come before God and my family.

People around the area

always say this to me: Hey Sunday keep your smile !

You bright up our day ~

I am glad i have keep this image of mine

so sunny n cheerful.

So like my name.

Everyone is just gonna remember me as

the gal who likes to talk

who loves to laugh out loud

who is super hyper n high ~~

yea wateva it is

i am glad that for the past 2 month i ve made ur days bright.

God bless the people

May happinesse still fills their days.

Ultimate experience

I know it is bad

but i did it......0.o

Went to Clarke quay wif Xin mei

after work...

had quite alot of fun.

so we went in n ordered  Liberty Blue

n House of tequila mixing wif orange....

Neither taste great n i dun like the taste of Liberty Blue

toooo overwhelming n it makes feel really dizzy.

So we sat there n talk crap

n play "scissors paper stone"

to challange each other with d drink

i noe it is lame but haha....

there come these guys wanted to offer us a drink

by that time i was quite tired n dizzy so i ignored it

xinmei asked him: oh thanks, but who do you wana treat?

then he said both..=_=#

But anyway we rejected becos we wanted to leave n go home soon.

Had enuf relaxation.

Tomoro still ve to wake up early for work n project.

so anyway i lose the bet.

I will ve to treat her milk tea + shake shake fries..

Music starts we went in n stand infront of the lead singer.

He is a very charming guy when he sings.

it makes me wonder about his life story.

I just dun noe why.

haha

soooo...

he stood on the stage n asked us..

"don't you gals ve school 2moro? "

me n xinmei looked at each other n  hush him.

haha very funny

Den i started to emo when he sang a very sad song.

it is sad.

pretty sad.

after that

the singer was talking with his mike!

saying to everyone...

"these 2 gals ve got school 2moro, check the IC"

N smile at us playfully..

we were like ohh sharks haha

but still stayed there until 1 plus n went home.

Yesterday was my craziest nite eva.

It is like some sort of release.

of all th sorrow n stress

But definitely i am nt going to forget who i really am

and the roles n responsiblity i have.

This is a good experience

but this is also a test on myself.

To resist to temptation

n differentitate between the rite n wrong.

Dear father forgive me if i ve done wrong.

Busyness is a good way of numbness

Explanade

jurong (on my way to school)

clarke quay

Good day. Good good day.

We r the daughters n sons of God.

He shall provivide us with everything we need.

He is our everything....

Say grace...

Amen!

WOOO!

CCA super duper early...

i rushed home n get changed so i could take a walk at

city hall to do some shopping...

bought Biscuits from Marks n spencer

n headphones from HVM

wow another 50 bucks is gone...

sob~~~~ =_=

getting my salary next wed !!!

can't wait for this job to end!

I need a break n really spent more time with god n daniel~

Called Idol yesterday night n shared with her about all the

things that had happened recently...

she asked me to let go n keep praying...

n do what i feel is right n follow the path that is led by Him.

i just need some peace in mind.

i know i will definitely be happier if i had made the right choice.

For all these years people change

and i should not be the one who keeps adapting to their change.

Perhaps it is a good time to also make some changes myself.

I look forward to the one day that i meet my backbone whom He Has planned for me.

Sleep gal~~~

you will be alrite

thy lord shall sent angels on the guard

His bllod with washes away all sins.

Be thankful n be grateful.....

Life is a fantasy

Dun feel like writing today.

just gonna tell you about my plans for the day.

---> study for SCIENCE theory n pratical on mon

----> English compre pratice

----> music theory

then slack......................................

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go to cityhall @ 7 to meet CL members

for the show....

day ends...........

Wish list

some of the plans n needs....

needs

 New Acer net bk

 New color printer

Spectacle

(i ve lost my previous one)

Mac book

New bag pack

(my black school bag is in a horrible status)

iphone earpiece

(broke by me ...)

thumbdrive

(ask mum will do)

school shoes

(should really change a new pair this pair has its mouth opened wide)

puppy

(i shall named it kimo dun noe where tis inspiration came from)

mirror  to be hanged in the bed room

(erm i will nid to go ikea n buy one)

that's all i guess........................

plans

Travel

to

Genting

Thailand

Korea

most likely confirmed unless there is a change in my

school schedule n work arrangements.

Work

in Milk tea shop in April

until June

duration--> 2 month

hrs per week-->20

salary--> 800 bucks

COOL ABT IT:  getting the skills to make milk tea

and learn to cook the snacks

very interesting...

Blogshop for mr li

estimation -->100 bucks

cool abt it: nothing much just to help him...

actully i dun like this job :(

Anna Sui

pending request....

 cool abt it : tatics on sales

Study

french and japanese at language school

course 3-4

payment will be made by daddy n mummy

Music Theory lesson (sympthony music school)

Violin practical lesson(Asia music school)

guitar lesson(CC)

sports

Golf

with uncle ...

yoga

with aunt jocelyn

Healing is a method of suvival.

To know how to heal yourself,is a way of survival.

Hey gal.

Dun cry.

Hey gal.

Look at the road ahead.

Hey gal.

Say i'm still okay.

Yea~

I am still alrite...

Sooner or later it will be healed.

Just like nothing had been there before.

It is just not a big deal.

Sometimes

you just need

 sometime

someday

somewhere

somebody

to make it okay.

Anyway

i still ve got more worries den this.

Soo why cares?

Goodbye!

Everything is back to same

Numbed.

Not dead.

Still i am surviving .

This time round there is no more heart-breaks or any tears.

Just sorrow n some freaking numbness.

For all these yrs of trust n believing it ends up nothing.

Here we are once again back to the same.

Goodbye.

As i promised.

I will be gone.

I will disappear.

As you wished.

This is great.

I am growing up again.

I ve fell

n i picked up myself again....

i choose to let go.

I choose to delete all else belongs to you.

Never again

we shall meet until

one day the numbness had gone.

How long had it been?

5 weeks?

3 years...

All these r just some sort of a big joke god had played on me.

Yea

.......

Life is different now.

I love Sunday's life.

School is prefect!

Love my RVHS.

Love the lessons.

Love the peers.

Love the teachers.

Love the library

Love the roof top

Love the canteen cafe

Love everything....

RVHS ROCKS...

2010 is really a good year....

I feel like growing up too....

Family

School

Work

Music

Friends

Everything is has been so smooth n easy...

LADY LUCK SEEMED TO BE WITH ME ....

So i must work hard this year and work towards my goals

I must not fail myself !!!!

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