Taste The Change.

Hmmm. 
It has been really long since I last posted something. 


Many people. Come n go.
In life, we just have to get use to this cycle. 
Yeah. 


I should have knew that he isn't the one.
I should have heed their advice.
Orh. Sweet Innocent.
Did ya know that somethings lost and you will never be able to retrieve back.
I hate you. I did. 
And hated myself more. For that innocence.
Joke.


Yeah did ya remembered. I ve told ya it is screwed up in the beginning,
Thank ya for the game with rules changing everyday.
After all you taught me lessons that were never meant to be forgotten.
So thank ya for the innocent 15. 



Hey ya honey.
You were interesting. You were fine.
Now that you are just you. 
December's too far away.
I gave you roses. N you threw them away.
Dear boy. We had a battle on.
Wana tell ya to speak out.
Wana tell ya that you were wrong
Wana tell ya you will regret.


But honey. It doesn't matter now.
Things re fine. Things re great.
And now I wana tell ya 


I'm not going back to december anymore.






=)

Dun hope. You will only fall deeper.

Was listening to pin guan's wo yi wei
It juz touches my heart.

Reminds me of many many things
the should have the shouldn't have
the must and the must not.

A friend reminded me about this.
To not give away your heart away unless you re very certain that that someone you love
loves you too. N he will continue to stay true to you. Until you re very certain.

N xinmei told me a different thing.
She said.
Your heart might never be yours to keep. It will go when it needs. It will.

I am more afraid than anyone else.
I am afraid to walk the same path that i fall.
I am afraid to hope for the emptiness.


少给我一点希望。
希望就不不时奢望。